I have something I have been struggling with for years and was wondering if I could get some input as to whether this is possible or not. Around the age of 9 was when I had my first experience with spirits. They sat on my bed on night and began talking to me. At 13 I was followed by a spirit in my yard by my house and there was some growling. So, from a young age I knew I was different. My mom married an abusive drunk when I was 6 and every Sunday at church I would pray that he would just die so mom and I wouldn’t get beat anymore. He very quickly developed pancreatitis. Mom got so upset because he was sick so I prayed for it to go away and it did. A few years ago he beat my mom really bad and I prayed that he would get what was coming to him. Well, he now has Cancer of the bladder and the pancreas. This happened during a time when I was meditating very heavily though I never did a spell asking for this to happen. Is it possible that I have done this without knowing it?
OH yes it is possible. We do not have to cast spells to make things happen. The mind and it’s intent is a very powerful thing. We often desire something so much that it comes to fruition without us realizing that we have had anything to do with it. A person who is attuned to spirit communication is more likely to receive what they ask for. You said you Prayed for it. Your mind may have seen prayer in any one of a ton of different ways depending on your beliefs but if your spirit guide heard your plea knowing it was meant to protect yourself and those close to you he/she would be quite apt to grant such a request. It would behoove you to be very cautious of what you ask for. It should be something that you desire very strongly if you are going to ask. And you might want to make certain that it is asked with good intent or you begin dabbling in some darker realm that could cause all kinds of problems. Use good and strong judgement in your requests.